You are no longer the old you anymore.

After THAT incident, you'd changed. Just like I said, you'd changed.

To you,

I'm just another chapter of your life.

You think that you have others,

but to me,

you are one of my best-est friends.

How could you do this to me?

Perhaps you do not mind at all, but I DO!

I missed the days we crazy together, we fought together.

Where the hell the real you had been?

Please come back!

I miss you...

Love,

LianQing aka Daughter of Ares

You think you are perfect eh? Well, you are absolutely wrong.

Because...nobody's perfect. Not even Obama, President of the United States. *LOL*

Besides you, I think there's no other living creature in this universe dare to take the sit beside you, goddamn it! You are so f***ing annoying, you know that? I had acted so clearly and obviously that I do not wanna lend it to you, why didn't you notice? Are you a dumb or a retard? Huh? That is why I hate a person that easily. Y'all definitely will think of me as a bitch because I hate without reasons, but some people are meant for hating because they behaved in such a way that make us hate them! I am sure you got people you hate, maybe even me. So if you wanna said somebody, think twice before you, said it out loud.

I am praying hard...

To get over with all these...

Please let me get over with...

Please please please!

I was hoping I could just look at her and kill her instantly! Ugh...

I hate her! Why do I hate her? It's simply because I hate her!

The disgusting looks that always stalk people; the annoying comments on others without own opinions and the eerie laughter. She's just another outcast listed in my list. I know y'all will think that I am such a jerk for saying such things. Yes, I am exactly who you think of! I hate people that easily. So what? You got your character, so am I. You have people you do not like, so do I! It's just, I have more people to hate than to like. Told cha I probably am a daughter of Ares. Who knows? 'cause the sons and daughters of Ares do not like people other than themselves.

I do not like my friends to go anywhere near her. Especially close friends. Once, you got spotted, there's no way you can run away from her. She's like the furies, whenever you go or do, you'll get looked at immediately. I just don't want my friends to suffer like me. Maybe they don't mind, maybe they think that I am just being potent and even used her against me. *Laugh out loud* Well, maybe that's my Achilles' heels. They think that she too should have a chance of being around with friends, then you go ahead, I'll just stay at where I am supposed to. Sorry to that!

I should stand back.

I should keep quiet.

I shouldn't comment.

I shouldn't react that way.

I simply just hate her...

No matter how strong-will is the bud to keep on growing,

it'll be dead as soon as it pop out of the ground,

because the wave of zombies are just too much,

they are the undead unless you shoot 'em in the head,

too bad I can't, can I?

Yes, I can't because I am alone and there's no allies...

Just as a small bud of flower is about to bloom...

"Squash!"

The zombie had stepped on it.

Bye-bye, flower.

This land is dead, again-

The sunshine within has finally faded.

No more warmth, no more light and no more life.

It will be as dead as the zombie-land.

Welcome to my life!

The deeper you sank into, the colder it gets.

It's just like,

The further you go, the more hurt you will get.

It's endless....

I feel like blogging in school but when I got home, I am blank. I do not know what to blog. It feels like, I do not wanna blog anymore. But that is not gonna happen. I love bloggin' =)

Many things occurred to me lately, loads you can say. I never did anything wrong and yet I still got hate. Why? Maybe do not like to be around with me. I am way too friendly I think@_@ What to do. *Sigh* I mix around with too many patterns of friends so sometimes if I got too close, I got hurt the most. So I think the best thing is to keep a distance with them and stick to my original group may be? The group that accept me the way I am and do not mind if I forget 'bout them because they know I will always go back to that group! That's better is it?

*Moody*

*Yawning*

*Irritated*

Go to hell!

I hate my life!

I hate myself!

Well? What can I do?

Damn...