也许这就是所谓的“缘分”

心情百般交集......

今天刚考完STPM的第六张纸，也就是数学2。一句话—难死了！唉，只好认命咯！谁叫我考试前没有做好充分的准备呢？

我其实有读，只是因为不喜欢读书加上懒惰，所以成绩一败涂地。

我不能因此而感到自豪。

考完试的那天，我和她一起走出教室。

那时，你也刚巧从班里走出来。

我看见了你，因为我在乎你。

你望也不望我一眼，就和后面的她打了个招呼。我愣了一下，但还是若无其事地与你打个招呼，毕竟，我还把你当朋友。

也许你不以为意。事后，我很在意，想了几天，你根本不配当我的朋友，因为你没有把我放进眼里。我真的那么渺小吗？

不是我小气，朋友之间不是应该礼尚往来吗？竟然你都没有在乎我，请问我凭什么在乎回你呢？

事过那么久了你还在意吗？到底心里还有没有我这个好朋友呢？

我曾经向你坦白过，你好像忘了，又或者是不相信。

算了，我也已经累了。没有必要再解释些不重要的事情。

大家还是有联络，偶尔碰面也会微微一笑。可是我觉得很尴尬。

你我都很清楚，那件事情之后，我们之间有了一道隐形墙。

我有几次试着去击破它，但是它依然牢牢地卡在那边，根本击不破。

我和你们的性格、想法是那么的不一样。为什么你们还在我的面前晃来晃去？

也许，这就是所谓的缘分。

Happy Halloween!

Hey, peeps! Been emotional for a long time. Now it's time to keep it aside for a moment and celebrate Halloween! =)

In Wiccan calendars, Halloween or Samhain is traditionally a time to reflect, a time of divination and a time to honour the ancients. It falls on 31st October. Gosh! Everybody knows that@_@

I love Halloweens and Christmas, the events that celebrate by Americans and other countries, the feeling's good once you know that an event is coming.

So once again, Happy Halloween!

每天Michel头Michel尾的，你们不觉得烦吗？

开口闭口都是Michel，你们不觉得闷吗？

什么东西都拿我和她比，你们觉得好玩是吗？

我告诉你，我已经厌倦很久了！

念在大家都是朋友的份上，我才没有发火。

我到底哪一边像她？

脸？又不是同一个妈妈生的，怎可能像？

身材？是，我也丰满，但她比我丰满好不好？

性格？她贪生怕事;我越来越坏，一样吗?

你们还要比什么？告诉我啦！我真的是受不了了！

好像没有别的话题了是吗？好朋友就只有这样？

太奇怪了。

你嫉妒我和她太好，所以想把我从好朋友名单里删掉。

难道我就没有选择与他人做朋友的权利？

算了，旧事不方便再从提。

就让它当水流吧！

一直提醒着自己，

每当有人拿我开玩笑，

不可以有很大的反应，

只允许微笑，

但每次都失败了...

终有一天，

我一定会学会微笑不多动作。

你们等着吧！

有时候，我觉得你很假，真真假假真真，到底哪一个才是你的真面目呢？

当我们独处时，我感受到你的热情、真诚。但是当我们没有独处时，我变成了玻璃，我的存在仿佛成了一种负担。是真的吗？你可以大声的告诉我，那么以后我知道了就不会再缠着你，与你纠缠不清。

对不起如果这些年那么的烦着你。

我很天真地以为，若我好好地对待你、爱护你，那么你也会像我一样好好地对待我、爱护我...

那么，

在我彷徨无助之时，你在哪里？

在我需要人陪之时，你在哪里？

在我伤心无比之时，你在哪里？

在我想诉心事之时，你在哪里？

在我想要分享之时，你在哪里？

想必，你已经在开心着了。

你大可放心，因为这放假我一定会像人间蒸发似的。你这整个假期可以把我给忘了，尽情地过你的假期吧！

我会试着忘记你...

忘记我们很好的友情，因为我配不上你。

对不起......

你，很喜欢炫耀。

每次问你问题的时候，你一定搬一大堆东西出来讲好像你很厉害这样。

妳以为你真的很厉害吗？你去过的地方，我也有去过；你吃过的食物，我也有吃过。

那为什么你又要炫耀呢？

你，很喜欢看人。

看人有错吗？你一定这么问。

看我就有错！好看不看，看我干嘛？我又不是明星；又不是杀人犯；又没有多你一粒眼睛，你看我做麽？想不通也不明白。

人家笑，你也跟着笑。是，你有权利笑，但是偷听别人讲话然后笑是大错特错的！这道理你不明白吗？烦死人！

你，迟早死在老师手里。Why?

因为你每天以为中六是college，可以理所当然的进进出出，几点来就几点来。电话是不能带来学校的，那条校规已是刻在校规书里了，只是我们偷偷带来而已。当然还附加了不可以开声音，但你还是每次上课电话就响一次。太过分了！

你以为你是小丑吗？每天自己的声音不要用，去用无聊的声音干嘛？每天不正不经。人家问问题又不是在问你，你插嘴阻止做什么？问题又不是问你，你那么鸡婆做麽?我忍你已经很久了，还没有爆发而已。等下骂出来，以后你们又拿我来开玩笑。我整可能忍受得了这种玩笑？

你也是，烦人的一个。

每次老师给问题你都不会动脑筋，肯定会转过头来看答案。虽然不是看我的，但是我看到你的脸就很受不了了。

你的嘴巴不会关起来的吗？

话，一直讲一直讲一直讲......不会停的@_@

我就是那么的喜欢不爽人，以前是这样，现在、未来也是这样。当然，不喜欢人也有代价的，就是被人不喜欢回。没办法，我放不下，因为我讨厌你！

如果你看不惯我的为人，那请你自动从我生命的篇章里删去。永远永远不要与我有任何关系。

我就是这样─

被磨练出来的.....恶魔。

Exams.....

After finished watching the last episode of City Hunter, a Korean drama, I am a bit emotional. The ending is a bit not clear. And something was on my mind that's why I got emotional. *Sigh*

But, honestly, that drama is nice. A piece of successful work done =)

Why did I get emotional? It's because of you...

You are queer,

you said that some things you said is not true,

but your expression tells it all.

How can I trust you anymore?

You said that I am your best friend,

is it true?

Did you mean it? The words that you said.

You acted that way whenever you're with you-know-who,

you ignored my existence,

you even not remembered it.

Yet you still carry on as usual like nothing,

but there's someone who felt it,

and that's the person whom existence is not important.

I am happy with my buddy,

always would and always will,

bet you don't even got jealous,

you got yours too after all.

We're like BFFs on the surface,

actually we're not,

we both know we're just faking it,

to live through this a year and a half.

I had not once, but many times fell into that relationship trap.

To tell you the truth,

not anymore.

Hate,

LianQing aka daughter of Ares

Felt stress whenever got stuck between you two. You were best friends then, not anymore now. Why do so? Why not stay together even though both characters are different? Aren't BFFs always tolerate and share with each other? Say out their opinions on each other whenever feel like want to. That way, they can be BFFs for life! No worries at all even if there's an ocean lies between them.

Well, it's different in my case. They are two totally different ladies with totally different attitudes with totally different point of views. As they aged, their relationship worsens. If I have the gift of telepathy then I may know what they are thinking. Too bad I have none of the gifts. I just hope that you guys grow up and stop all the childish activities that y'all are doing. Okay? Give some response, people!

Feels like posting something but got no topic. *Laugh out loud*

These few days may not be able to online because I will be busy visiting uncle's malay friends' house as tomorrow is Hari Raya. Got to get money! So excited! And then there's this book fair at Kuala Lumpur's KLCC which I am going too. Must be tiring. It's okay, pack schedules let me forget about my stress. So, here goes nothing~

Wish me luck, peeps!

Jokes can be fun, stress-releasing.

But, jokes which came out from a brainless guy—it ain't funny at all! You are just like any typical guys whom like to insult or tease people. Can you imagine how a person can fall off from a short chair with a loud thud? This is so brainless! And I chose not to tease you back because I am one person who doesn't know how to express myself correctly. If I tease you back, may be would be the wrong words, and then you will use back the same words I used when there's another similar situation in-play.

Funny, isn't it? You think it's funny? Well, I think not all. You are just a bunch of lame guys doing the lamest thing in the world. It's like you have no any other things to do. I pity these kind of guys. Not only guys, there's girls who are like that too. It's just I haven't encountered this species yet.

Just to tell you:

You are the last person I had ever want to talk to!

I thought that being with you is like being with buddy, but it seems that my assumptions were wrong...

I still remember whenever I have feelings to share, you will support me no matter what, you will give me some advice to make me understand, some jokes to cheer me up.

Now, you joke on me together with the things I told you. You no longer show the sympathy you had once. You became the devil together with my bad feelings.

I hated you for that, I do not understand why you did that but I think I know for some reasons you backed away. I have less friends that you could imagine although I am surrounded by friends all day long. That's just the surface.

Why must you do that?

Is it me or you that has changed?

You're no longer the old you anymore and I'm not the old me anymore.

I feel sick when you treated me like that.

Like I am not used to be one of your best buddies.

Like I am a nuisance, just another page of your life.

I know, I have some attitudes that you dislike.

But, shouldn't best buds let each other know their flaws?

So that they can correct it together?

So that they can be perfect together?

Well, guess that you're not gonna tell me any time soon.

I was hurt before and you don't even notice.

I was ignored before and you don't even care.

I tried to talk but you wouldn't listen.

All the time, I am the one listening.

Do you know that?

Of course you don't. Because you only talk and talk and talk.

And I never interrupt because I love you.

And I never wanna let you down for not listening to you.

I appreciate the many years of friendship we constructed.

I envy those who too have best buds.

Why? Because they love and value each other.

Of course, I am dreaming because those feelings only appear in movies.

I am truly disappointed, not because of you but because of me.

I once thought that, you will tolerate with my naive-ness because you value this friendship..

But I was wrong..

Guess that we'll be just friends from now on.

I am sorry, it's not that I do not want to save this friendship, it is the situation that's not appropriate.

Sometimes forgotten, is the best relief;

Sometimes silence, it is best to tell.

Sometimes I'm lazy,

I get bored,

I get scared,

I feel ignored,

I feel happy, I get silly,

I choked on my own words,

I make wishes, I have dreams,

and I still want to believe,

anything can happen in this world,

for an ordinary girl, like you,

like me..

You are no longer the old you anymore.

After THAT incident, you'd changed. Just like I said, you'd changed.

To you,

I'm just another chapter of your life.

You think that you have others,

but to me,

you are one of my best-est friends.

How could you do this to me?

Perhaps you do not mind at all, but I DO!

I missed the days we crazy together, we fought together.

Where the hell the real you had been?

Please come back!

I miss you...

Love,

LianQing aka Daughter of Ares

You think you are perfect eh? Well, you are absolutely wrong.

Because...nobody's perfect. Not even Obama, President of the United States. *LOL*

Besides you, I think there's no other living creature in this universe dare to take the sit beside you, goddamn it! You are so f***ing annoying, you know that? I had acted so clearly and obviously that I do not wanna lend it to you, why didn't you notice? Are you a dumb or a retard? Huh? That is why I hate a person that easily. Y'all definitely will think of me as a bitch because I hate without reasons, but some people are meant for hating because they behaved in such a way that make us hate them! I am sure you got people you hate, maybe even me. So if you wanna said somebody, think twice before you, said it out loud.

I am praying hard...

To get over with all these...

Please let me get over with...

Please please please!

I was hoping I could just look at her and kill her instantly! Ugh...

I hate her! Why do I hate her? It's simply because I hate her!

The disgusting looks that always stalk people; the annoying comments on others without own opinions and the eerie laughter. She's just another outcast listed in my list. I know y'all will think that I am such a jerk for saying such things. Yes, I am exactly who you think of! I hate people that easily. So what? You got your character, so am I. You have people you do not like, so do I! It's just, I have more people to hate than to like. Told cha I probably am a daughter of Ares. Who knows? 'cause the sons and daughters of Ares do not like people other than themselves.

I do not like my friends to go anywhere near her. Especially close friends. Once, you got spotted, there's no way you can run away from her. She's like the furies, whenever you go or do, you'll get looked at immediately. I just don't want my friends to suffer like me. Maybe they don't mind, maybe they think that I am just being potent and even used her against me. *Laugh out loud* Well, maybe that's my Achilles' heels. They think that she too should have a chance of being around with friends, then you go ahead, I'll just stay at where I am supposed to. Sorry to that!

I should stand back.

I should keep quiet.

I shouldn't comment.

I shouldn't react that way.

I simply just hate her...

No matter how strong-will is the bud to keep on growing,

it'll be dead as soon as it pop out of the ground,

because the wave of zombies are just too much,

they are the undead unless you shoot 'em in the head,

too bad I can't, can I?

Yes, I can't because I am alone and there's no allies...

Just as a small bud of flower is about to bloom...

"Squash!"

The zombie had stepped on it.

Bye-bye, flower.

This land is dead, again-

The sunshine within has finally faded.

No more warmth, no more light and no more life.

It will be as dead as the zombie-land.

Welcome to my life!

The deeper you sank into, the colder it gets.

It's just like,

The further you go, the more hurt you will get.

It's endless....

I feel like blogging in school but when I got home, I am blank. I do not know what to blog. It feels like, I do not wanna blog anymore. But that is not gonna happen. I love bloggin' =)

Many things occurred to me lately, loads you can say. I never did anything wrong and yet I still got hate. Why? Maybe do not like to be around with me. I am way too friendly I think@_@ What to do. *Sigh* I mix around with too many patterns of friends so sometimes if I got too close, I got hurt the most. So I think the best thing is to keep a distance with them and stick to my original group may be? The group that accept me the way I am and do not mind if I forget 'bout them because they know I will always go back to that group! That's better is it?

*Moody*

*Yawning*

*Irritated*

Go to hell!

I hate my life!

I hate myself!

Well? What can I do?

Damn...

Minasan~ Long time no post here, sorry 'bout that. I was kinda busy these days or perhaps weeks or months? Whatever@_@ Anyways, I apologize for my late postings lately.

Life is quite miserable these days for me...being bug by a friend who is a perfectionist and wanted everything immediately. Gosh, he did not know that not everything can be done in a blink of an eye as sometimes people will need to process it or something. He was like, forcing other people to work at the speed of light but sadly, I do not have the speed of light but the speed of a human. *Smirks*

I hope this will be over soon. Good luck to meself.

Next is this same person I do not fond of. This person, which I will name A is like a stalker. A stalks every night and day without fail. I do not know whether A stalks during the night but I am sure A stalks in the morning. What A sees or feel like wanting it, A will follow the same thing. A is kinda boring and lame. A does not have own character. Humans have various characters but A is different. For example, I have this utensil which I had it a few years back. Last Saturday during tuition, I saw A is using the EXACT same utensil like mine. My first reaction was: what the hell?! Why is that fellow doing with the same utensil as me? I just don't get it. Not only this one thing, there are many other stuffs that A follows whenever me and my friends have a new thing or rather old thing@_@ Strange species.

That's part of life of course where we fall and get back on our feet again. There nothing perfect in this world. People tend to make a mistake by thinking they are perfect. But, nobody's perfect.

Peace,

LianQing aka daughter of Ares

When people ask me..

Most people like to ask:"So, where would you travel to if you have the money?" I would say:"Hmmm...let's see..." And then the story goes on...

I had thought about it whenever people ask. The first place I hope to visit the most is Japan! Don't ask me why, I do not know either. *Laugh out loud* Maybe because I am an Otaku and most of the animes and mangas are originated from Japan, that's why I love there so much as I got to see the different places of Japan through the animes and mangas.

Kinkaku-ji (金阁寺) is a Zen Buddhist temple in Tokyo. This temple appeared in the anime K-On! Season 2 when the girls went for a field trip.

Next stop will be Greece. I fancy about ancient Greece. About its myths of gods and heroes. These were the religion in those days. Of course there are Zeus and co., etc...

Percy Jackson books series are my collection regarding Greek myths. Nice to read if you ask.

The Parthenon

A temple on the Athenian Acropolis, Greece. This temple was built dedicated to the Greek goddess Athena whom is the goddess of wisdom, civilization, warfare, strength, strategy, female arts, crafts, justice and skill. How nice if I have half of her wisdom then I do not need to study like hell. *Smirks*

The last one would be San Francisco, US! Why, you said? Because the drama Charmed is my one and only favorite TV show I had known when I was 12. Now is still the same, it won't be forgotten. I had no idea why. Of course, there are still other nice dramas I watched but Charmed is the best. *Whoots!*

Above: A postcard

Right: The Golden Gate Bridge

Well, let's see if y'all who dropped by have the same destination as mine. Got to go! 'til next time.

Sayonara!

Peace,

LianQing aka daughter of Ares

Anti emo?

A friend of mine posted anti-emo post. I wonder what's the true meaning of emo? Some people said it is a kind of character, some said too stressed and too not happy caused emo. Do y'all ever feel emo? I think I had many experience. *Laughs out loud*

There's nothing to write lately, I was busy enjoying my holiday. So just sit back and relax=)

Coolio!

Cheers,

LianQing aka daughter of Ares

This is not the end

There are no words that can describe my feelings now. What do you think I am thinking now? Anything you said will be on my thinking list.

First of all, I had finally finished my middle year examinations! I was so relieved after my last paper. The feelings great, no more midnight studies and sleeping late. I can finally sleep early....wait..no.. I don't sleep early. Only a few occasions like I am toooo tired or something. *Laughs*

After our exams we had break and that's where bud,aka Janet came in and said Miss Yeo wanted my class to go to old 5SC1 to sort things out. We just went, not wanting to let teacher disappointed, I think so. *LOL*

What I said or did never ever been appreciated. They were all rubbish for others. No one ever understands me or care about my feelings and I am always the one who got hurt. Not even you or you or y'all will know. Not emo-ing but sad-ing..

I started off with full hope but end up with sorrows.

Life...is meaningless with you and you and y'all.

Get a life,

LianQing

Stalker!

There are people whose hobby is to see and imitate their behavior. These people can watch you for days, months or even years! Well, that is if you are so unlucky. *Laughs*

There is one fellow I know who did that not only to me but other friends as well. I am very sick of this fellow's attitude. He stalks and stalks and stalks like nobody. How annoying is that? Very. Some do not mind his character as they think that it's normal but for me.....I'm sorry to tell you that I can not and will not this kind of attitude. You scared the hell out of me man! With your looking at people like you are eager to eat 'em up. My Gods~

But I can not tell him to change because I am just an outsider, a friend. I have no right to interfere with his own attitude. Of course I still hope he will realize this problem and solve it as soon as possible. Apparently, he never realize that and not gonna change... What the hell?!

Get a life,

LianQing aka Daughter of Ares

T.T

Today I had my Physics paper.

And the past few days I memorized most of the formulas.

Conclusion.....

EQUALS TO

Happy Mother's Day!

Hello hello, y'all! I guess this would be my last post and I'll be back after my Mid-year exams. Be patient and wait, okay?

*Kisses and Hugs*

XOXO,

LianQing aka Daughter of Ares

Night. Silence. Calm

Night. Is always silent and calming.

It makes me able to do things peacefully.

I ♥ night!

The Royal Wedding

Prince William and Kate Middleton are going to get married today! Finally...

They are going to marry at Westminster Abbey.

Here's the schedule for the royal wedding:

Between 0815 and 0945 - The general congregation will arrive at the Great North Door of Westminster Abbey.

From 0950 - Prime ministers and governors-general of various Commonwealth countries, the diplomatic corps and other guests arrive at the Abbey.

1010 - Prince William and Prince Harry leave Clarence House for Westminster Abbey.

1015 - Prince William and Prince Harry arrive at the Abbey.

1020 - Members of foreign royal families arrive at Westminster Abbey from Buckingham Palace.

1020 - Kate Middleton's mother, Carole, and brother, James, leave the Goring Hotel for Westminster Abbey.

1025 - Minor members of the Royal Family leave Buckingham Palace for Westminster Abbey.

1035 - The Duke of York and his daughters, Princess Beatrice and Princess Eugenie, leave for Westminster Abbey along with the Earl and Countess of Wessex, the Princess Royal and Vice-Admiral Timothy Laurence.

1038 - The Prince of Wales and the Duchess of Cornwall leave Clarence House for Westminster Abbey.

1040 - The Queen and the Duke of Edinburgh leave Buckingham Palace for Westminster Abbey.

1048 - The bridesmaids and pages leave the Goring Hotel for Westminster Abbey.

1051 - The bride, accompanied by her father Michael, leaves the Goring Hotel for Westminster Abbey.

1100 - The marriage service begins and is relayed by speakers along the route.

1215 - The carriage procession of the bride and bridegroom with a captain's escort of the Household Cavalry, followed by the Queen's procession with a sovereign's escort of the Household Cavalry, leaves Westminster Abbey for Buckingham Palace.

1230 - The bride's carriage procession arrives at Buckingham Palace.

1240 - Members of the Royal Family and members of foreign royal families arrive at Buckingham Palace.

1325 - The Queen and the bride and bridegroom, together with their families, appear on the balcony.

1330 - Fly-past by the Royal Air Force and Battle of Britain Memorial Flight.

Sweet, isn't it? Kate Middleton must be the world's luckiest woman in the world right now. I hope I am there celebrating with all of them. Too bad I can't=) Together, they will create history! Congratulations!!

The invitation card

HRH Prince William and Miss Kate Middleton

Take 2=)

Peace, love, joy,

LianQing aka Daughter of Ares

What I always wanted

Well, I had always wanted a group of my own friends to chit chat together as I am not the kind of person who can sit still (I am hyperactive^^), unless you found me in a bad mood or lost in my own thinking. Then, I thought if I can have a bunch of friends, I won't get bored because I have many friends that I can talk to. Now, I was wrong. You MUST have your own group of friends if not you will regret. I am now that I realized it. I regretted for not realizing my own group of friends. Luckily I found mine. It's always good to have them around to talk to.

Spill out your emotions whenever you want to because they will listen to you without showing the are-you-done-yet face.

Chat whatever gossip you can dig up because they will have the same thing to tell you.

You will not feel awkward because they accept you the way you are.

They will be in the same frequency as you are.

They will always support you no matter what.

That is what I found during our Chess Club meeting. With them, I do not need to hide. I just feel happy, that's all. Thank you for being there in my down times, I really appreciate that. I do not use people and hurt their feelings. That is so not me.

[A true friend unbosoms freely, advises justly, assists readily, adventures boldly, takes all patiently, defends courageously, and continues a friend unchangeably. ]

~William Penn

Love,

LianQing aka Daughter of Ares

So what?

I know you are wealthy, so what?

I know you are smarter, so what?

I know you are in the first class, so what?

I know both of your parents are teachers, so what?

I know you have more cars than me, so what?

You are just another person that i despise...

Do you know that your words had offended me although I am not sure those words you said are true or not or may be just joking around. But deep down in my heart I know that those words are true. I know that because I know you long enough to understand your pattern. Don't you know the way I treat friends? I am always the one being used by others and not even said a word (although that hurts). I am true to each and every friend I know and will always try my best to help. Not say because one never come for tuition then I go sit with other friends. How could you said that? Who do you think I am huh? Sometimes you just gotta use your brain to analyze first then said out the words and not just spill out without even think of the consequences.

Okay, let's just say you were joking about that but why you have to add 'that is why...' into that conversations? 'That's why I do not like to sit with this kind of friend.' I know you do not like me this type of 'friend' and I felt the same way to you too! Since you need to consider each and every one of you friends in tuition, why not find somewhere that can sit long rows so that every friend is along side with you? Then you can sit with all your friends. 'Wow, how nice is that?' Problem is, whole class 40 plus students are all your friends, how are you going to find tuition centers with long rows that can fit all of them? That is the problem when you never use the brain to process then speak out. Although may be it was one of your opinions...

What is so strange of me sitting in the front rows? I need a friend to discuss the questions with if not how can I understand what teacher is talking about? Since she was not here so I go somewhere else, did that got on your nerves? How sweat is that? I have many friends and I treat them equally that is why I do not feel ashame when I was sitting with them because I blend in perfectly with everyone. Since my this friend has no partner when she first came in, so I have to sit with her in order to discuss questions with her, that is call communicating, Missy. I do not worry about other friends because I know they found their own partners. Since everyone has a partner then I consider my job is done. And not because she is not present I 'jump' to other place!

Better watch out of your mouth next time, gal!

You treat the teachers rudely,

you treat your friends unevenly,

you make friends by seeing their backgrounds, etc...

all in all, I know you are not fit to become a noble person as they require good quality attitudes. Sorry, you flunk them all@_@

If you still stick with your old attitude, you will suffer.

Please change it and make this world a better place.

[Peace and joy]

"He that who live in peace and at ease must not speak all he knows or all he sees."

Benjamin Franklin

Faith, Love, Peace.

Peace,

LianQing aka daughter of Ares

Furious!

I had Maths T tuition last night. We have only four person in that class (the smaller the better^^) So a friend of mine stayed back in school to study then he'll walk to tuition. By the way, the tuition starts at 7pm. Among the four, 3 of us stay in the same taman, means my this friend who stayed back is not going home. That's left me and the other girl. I do not quite like her attitude and characters, she likes to thumb a lift from others whenever she go anywhere except for nobody is going. So, while he was staying back; she didn't have any 'transport' to go for tuition then she remember me@_@ I knew she'd call so I did a little of something to stop her from calling me but to no avail! She rode her motorcycle to my house, in front of my house! just to ask me whether can thumb a lift or not! How sweat is that?! I was 'starstruck', thinking why there are people like her? I thought these kind of species no longer exist in our human race>< *Sweat sweat sweat!*

On second thought, why do you eager so much until you could even ride to my house to ask for help? Do not give me excuses which are not concrete enough! Don't think that I do not know you are famous of your lame excuses, Missy. No, more like a bi***. You have licence for both of your transports and yet you cannot use it. Why is that so? Parents don't allow? I heard your parents are going to buy you a car, why not ask them to speed up? Don't tell me you learn those licences for fun, pal, just tell me you are LAZY to use it! I despise people and the likes of you! I beg you on my knees....please change your behavior. It is for your own good.

F*** off!

Damn you,

LianQing aka daughter of Ares

I am not your puppet!

I am not anybody's puppet or slave. I am not born for you to ask me to do this or to do that or participate in this or participate in that, if you wanna do anything, do it yourself, please do not drag me in! I am nobody's slave! Damn you!

It's been a long time!

Hi, guys! Sorry for not updating my blog recently, as I had said before, I am in a critical year(STPM remember). So I may not update my blog often. Please be patient okay? *Lol*

Well, the weather is fine today. It's just that my mood had been ruined by this stupid teacher of mine. Not say he is stupid but his character is stupid. I don't quite fond of him after that incident,which had happened last year. He is the kind of person that can tease or play jokes on others but other people cannot do those to him, he will get mad or not happy about it. Is this fair? I was supposed to help the whole class to ask about whether there is extra class or not today. He asked us whether we want it or not? I thought of trying to explain his 'theory' to him but was 'deflected' with his stupid excuses@_@ I said it again, didn't I? I was furious that time, not wanting to respect him anymore. Even my classmate who sits beside me was affected by my furiousness (sorry about that,Piong!). I can't believe my naiveness brought me humiliation! My Gods! This is so not fair! And since we are a class, why there aren't backups to back me up? Don't care you want or do not want the extra class. This is how you can see the 'love' among classmates.

I was thinking everyday and night why I never apply for Foundations earlier.I regret about it now. *Sigh* If I left, then I would not need to suffer the humiliations, teases, jokes, unfairnesses, etc... What's done has done, there is nothing I can do now except for tolerating. I do not know if I can take it any longer now.

Wish me luck, guys! Thanks=)

Get a life,

LianQing aka daughter of Ares(Greek God of War)

Introducing Animes Part 2

Minna, kon'nichiwa! I am here to promote another nice anime^^ Why? 'cause I am a hardcore Otaku. *LOL*

Let's put a pin in that, shall we?

Today's anime is Kaze no Stigma!~

I bet you guys sure will be wondering why I kept on introducing old ones because latest animes not that interesting and if really wanna watch those suit my taste, that will be taking a long time. So,no matter it is old or the latest,it makes no difference to me. Promise me it is interesting is enough=)

Come back, here's the summary of the story:

Kazuma Kannagi was considered useless within his family because he could not use "Enjutsu" (Blaze Technique), the power to control flames. When he was defeated by Ayano Kannagi, one of his very distant relatives, in about to decide who would wield "Enraiha" (Blaze Lightning Supremacy), a sword that was wielded by the family heir, he was banished from the family. Four years later, he returns as a master of "Fūjutsu" (Wind Technique), the power to control wind, and with a new name: Kazuma Yagami. Soon after his return, he is reunited with Ayano and his younger brother, Ren, who is also gifted in Enjutsu. Soon, however, Kannagi family members are killed and the murder weapon is revealed to be Fūjutsu. Now Kazuma has to fight his family to prove that he is not the murderer.

Lazy to read? Never mind, watch it!~ And it's interesting from the start of the episode until the last. Trust me.

Pictures? Of course i have if you wanna see it.

Here,

Title of course@_@

From left: Kazuma,Ayano and Ayano's brother Ren.

I will not introduce animes with stupid plots,do not worry 'bout that. *Laughs*

Gotta go, Ciao!

Peace and love,

Young aka LianQing

We'll meet again!

Today my friend, Tan Yee Ling aka JB had on board this morning at 10.10am. She is going to Singapore for nursing course because she said she cannot cope with Form 6=)

Good luck to you,my friend and wish you to be well and happy! We will meet again one day, do not worry. *Smile*

Love,

Young aka Young=)

==

Every time when feel like blogging, I cannot think of a title for it. So, if you guys find that the blog is with a strange title like this one have, do not panic as this means that I do not know what title to put. *Lols*

Well today I had this Chinese Music Class after school at 12pm. The new members are asked to practice for an hour and then the old members will continue the next one hour.So while we were packing and keeping all the stuffs, one of the new members who plays Yang-Qin asked her senior whether to use which Yang-Qin, then this girl was like,never mind, which one y'all left there I'll just use it (so rude). Then this senior's friends used a harsh tone to order the juniors to leave their senior the new Yang-Qin. How sweat is that? I was like, oh my Zeus, you think what we are man,dogs? Or bitches? I think the real bitches are y'all. So rude and no manners. Besides, I am the eldest in the whole class. We are now still new to our own music instrument, don't treat us like shits. Remember, you girls was, too once a junior before, so lets think about others okay? There will always be new things waiting for us to discover and learn. The best way is to be contented, mindful and modest. Then you will be accepted by many.

That was one incident. Another thing was he was absent for the past two days and appeared today. At first I thought that he absent because he was afraid to come to school as that slimy witch let the cat out of the bag. Luckily, it was not, he was sick. I wanted to text him and ask for his conditions but had no guts. *Sweat==* Then he was not trying to talk to me anymore in schoolT.T That was what I noticed just now although he did talk to me first. But I can feel that there's a barrier between the two of us now. So, is it the end of our friendship?...

To be continue...

Depressed,

Young aka LianQing

You...

Because of you,

I nearly die of anger.

Because of you,

I had been misunderstood.

Because of you,

I was humiliated.

Because of you,

I made myself stupid in front of the boys.

Because of you,

I have hard time talking to him.

Because of you,

I am going to lose a friend soon.

Because of you,

My life had been partially ruin.

I never thought that you are this kind of person.

It seems that I was blinded by your fake-ness.

Get a life,

Young aka LianQing

Introducing Animes 1

Hello there everyone! Sorry for taking so long to update my blog. This year is a critical year for me, so I have little time to blog@_@ Anyways, I decided to add something to my tedious blog here. I'd been reading Galaxie mag for many years and notice they introduce new things in each category such as Movies, TVs, Books, etc... Since they are doing that, I am going to do introduce animes!=)

Animes or Mangas are my favourite! Do you know what is an anime? It is an animation originating from Japan.

I am going to cut to the chase. Today's first anime introduction will be Kaichō wa Maid-sama! or Maid Sama or 会长是女仆大人.

Plot(simply copy and paste from Wikipedia):

Seika High School, once an all-boys school notorious for its wild students and for generally being a terrifying place for girls, has recently become a co-ed school. With the female population still a minority and living in fear of the over-the-top antics of the males, Misaki Ayuzawa takes it into her own hands to reform the school and allow the girls to feel safe in the rough environment.

Training, studying and even becoming the first female student council president of the school, Misaki has gained a reputation among the male students body as an uptight boy-hating dictator and as a shining hope for the teachers and fellow female students. However, despite her tough-as-nails appearance, she secretly works part-time at a maid cafe in order to support her family. Unfortunately, her hard-earned reputation is threatened when the popular, attractive, and somewhat impassive Takumi Usui takes an interest in her after discovering her in a maid uniform after school.

I will not introduce the heroes and heroins of this anime here. If you are eager to watch it,buy it or download it or even watch it in PPStream(I think it have).

Here's pictures of how it looks like,

Misaki and Usui

Good luck in watching it~

There will be more coming in in the future. *Winks*

Good day,

Young aka LianQing

I still don't get it...

Which one is your true face? The REAL one. I wanna know. I still don't get it, which is the TRUE you? What you said before...can it really be trusted? I sure will know if I have the gift of reading people's mind like Matt Parkman did in Heroes. Sadly, it's just a Sci-Fi television drama.

So, which of these two pictures are you? The top one as in Angel or the bottom one,the Devil..

Get a life,

Young aka LianQing

Antipathy

Why do we go for tuitions? This is because we need extra booster in getting flying colors in exams. But there is this one friend who thought that going for tuition is to show off(or so I thought so). To me, she is very annoying. She annoyed me all the time. I hate her! Last night, I had my Maths tuition with her. There were only four students taking that tuition, it means that I am number four=) The new member of that tuition class. Sadly, this friend has loads of unfinished businesses to attend to and therefore, her cell phone kept on ringing. The first time was a call, then others were messages. Can't she tell her friends or clients or whoever the hell is to leave her alone for only 3hours? I guess not. She herself cannot resist the temptation of texting or calling. What a nuisance!

Stop texting and calling you bit*h!!!

Damn you,

Young aka LianQing

Friday

6.10am: Woke up

6.35am: Off to school

7.00am: Reached school

7.30am: Class started

......

I noticed I'm a bit depressed these days, I have no idea why. What is happening to me? I almost quarreled with my classmate whom sat beside me, I was like so emotional 'til I think I had said something that had offended her. Well, I am truly sorry if you see this because I really am do not know what is going on with me. Or may be, just may be, she had not sleep properly the other night. So, the tiring feeling is still there and she had a headache that morning. I hate people who acted strangely!

I tried, but do not succeed. I can't get through to you. We used to be friends like sisters. But now we are not. We do not talk, laugh or even smile. I tried to talk but you do not listen; I tried to understand but you do not let me. How could this happen me?

Oh, so now I see your true face...

When you know, you show off everywhere;

when you do not know, you annoy someone..

How can you do this? This is so not fair!

Hey, I have something to show you:

Don't understand? It says:"Quit bitching!". Bitch!!

I hate you!

I hate being the one who always have to hold things together.

I am tired of putting in so much effort but in the end...you don't even care.

Disappointment, the worst feeling ever.

On the verge to give up...

"I give and give, even when I get nothing back - and that sets me up for disappointment."

Angie Stone

Get a life,

Young aka LianQing

Not in the mood...

Song currently listening to: Sweet Serendipity

I had tolerate with you for almost a year! At first, things were fine but since yesterday, it had turned upside down. Congratulations, you had finally get on my nerves. I will not tolerate with you anymore! You are such a jerk! You had disgraced the face of men just because of your attitude towards girls. I know you are playful but being playful has its limits too, and you had just passed that borderline. If English people know what you did, they'll slap you or spit to you or even kill you and hang you high up. You do not know the tactic of being a gentleman, may be you'll said ''oh, I have my own rights to not becoming a gentleman.'' Fine, nobody forces you. Problem is, is it correct to treat a female like this? Or offend a female by saying dirty words? These are all a form of sexual harassment and one can sue you. You're studying Science and not Law that is why you do not realize. How come I know? This is because I read before such information.I despise boys like you, all of them!

Why is my life so miserable? I am always the victim of bully, although at times it seems to be the other way around but the truth is, I had always been bullied. Is it because of me being ugly? Or me being too fat(and y'all do not like)? Or y'all fond of me and want to get my attention(that's not gonna happen right?)? Or y'all just simply wanna make fun of someone and I am so 'lucky' to be the subject of the day? Shit man! You know I do not like these activities. Why can't just you guys be a bit mature and leave me alone? I hate people play jokes on me! If you like to be part of the joke, go on, please don't add me in because I hate it! I can bear with it sometimes but sometimes no. See what kind of jokes. I'll try to ignore you as possible as I can.

In conclusion, you are no longer my friend! Get out of my life!

Get a life,

Young aka LianQing

Is It Stress or Behavior?

I wonder what happen lately? Everybody seems emotional. Is it because that Upper 6's first monthly test is coming or everybody has a character-wash? Hmmm.... *in deep thinking*

Anyway, is okay to whether there's exams or not. Honestly speaking, I'm not the kind of kia-su type so exams or not I don't really care. But of course there's still a part of me wanna study. Lol!

I do not know what to write as today I have no writing-blog-mood.

So it'll be short and simple=)

Ciao!

Young aka LianQing

Success!!

Yet another day of not talking to you automatically and you do not seem to bother asking why. I assume that you are happy with your life now that i had backed away and out of your life. Maybe because you have not realize what happen to us but I know clearly. Maybe you are still blurring why and how. I'm sorry to tell you that unless you apologize if not I would not ever think of forgiving you! It hurts me a lot when you treated me like this, I had always feel proud to have somebody like you. Unfortunately, you do not seem to appreciate that, that's why we are in this condition.

My Friendship...

I thought i had found the perfect friend,

but it took me a year to find out that to end.

I thought there was hope left in my life,

But it turned out to be a strife.

I thought for once i had done something right,

But I was wrong.

I thought I wasn't useless or stupid,

But I was all that and even more.

I thought there was a purpose to my days,

But that was only a very short phase.

I thought you were not like all the rest,

But as usual, you had failed the test.

I thought you would stay with me,at least for a bit,

But you decided it was better just to quit.

I thought life was worth living for a moment in time,

But the life I wanted could not realize.

You think it doesn't hurt me,

But it did!

Looking to my left and right to see there's no you,

But we both are moving on now,

You got your friends and I got mine,

I hope our friendship still lives on in your memory...

Heart became cold,

Young aka LianQing

The Definition of Friendship

信题目与内容是没有关系的......

最近都觉得心情很低落，不知为什么。

每每看见身边的朋友高兴地和自己的‘党’谈天说地时，我总是问自己：‘‘你的gang呢？为什么别人有，你没有？’’我也总是告诉自己：‘‘我有啊！大把呢！’’事实上，我只有我自己。

到底，朋友是什么？是拿来利用,还是在你心情低落时可以诉苦的，然后高兴时就把他一脚踢开？这些就是我所认识的朋友。到目前我还没看到一个像大家所说的“朋友”，就是那种有福同享，有难同当的朋友。一个真正的朋友是不会隐瞒自己的秘密；更不会吝啬告诉他朋友他自己的秘密。好朋友是会分享与分担！而不是好像在吸毒似的隐瞒！你若没做伤天害理的事干嘛不能分享？难道我知道了就会拿着扩音器到处帮你宣扬？我是这么样的一个人吗？认识我这么多年，你难道还不了解我？你没听过独乐乐不如众乐乐？就算你不想让很多人知道也不该连好朋友都忽略了，问你你又不说，还好意思跟我说你有很多东西跟我讲，其实是找话题与我聊吧！我这次真的对你彻底的失望。我真是笨到把你当成我最要好的朋友！竟然你变得那么多，我必须重新理解你，也不需要浪费那么多时间在你身上了，因为你已经不需要我这么笨的朋友了。对吗？在你心目中，我只是一个利用的对象而已。不要紧啦，我的一生是注定被朋友利用的，我是找不到之己的！对吗？你很开心吗，把我给一脚踢开？也许你不介意，但我介意！人家说，一生的好友是学生时代建立的，如果你真正懂得恋爱是短暂的而友情是一辈子的，那你就不会让生活只有情人而忽略友情！

谢谢你曾经让我开心过，虽然是短暂且不真实的......

Heart became cold,

Young aka LianQing

Website Under Construction

Oh my Gods! I never touch my blog for a whole year! I just remember i have a blog. Lol! Anyway,I'm quite busy this year so the blog is under 'renovation'. Please be patient. Thank you~

Love,

Young aka LianQing