水曜日

又是一个得早早爬起来的一天。好累~
也是一个颓废的一天。放学回家一整天窝在房间看戏。
晚上就与屋友们吃晚餐去。
我要减肥呀！竟然一直吃不停><
迟早肥回！My God!~

重点不在于晚餐，是在于我越来越不喜欢他们了。
要开玩笑也要有个程度嘛！
人家也有妈妈生的，把人家贬到一文不值似的，实在看不下去。
然后又一直在那酸人，好像自己超级perfect。
Come on man, nobody's perfect!
还要一直赖人。你又不是姓赖！妈的！
都长那么大了还不会检点自己的嘴巴和态度。简直没教养！

埋怨了也没用，当事人不介意@_@
就是太好了所以才被人在太岁头上动土！
以前的我就是如此，才会被人吃得死死的。
现在不会了，你怎么对我，小心我会怎么对付你吧！
这就是以其人之道，还其人之身！

努力改变,
变得更强！

Daughter of Ares

Monday Blue

一大早六点半就起床去大学。一来就给我下雨！那么忧闷的天气……
上着课，等待放学回家的到来，就像以前中、小学时代^^
做了Digital Lab, 与一个看起来傻傻且可爱的男生一组。
认识了电，超复杂的@_@
过后就数学、电子学、日语点点点。

和屋友一起吃晚餐。
每次都是默默的听着他们说笑，偶尔差点小嘴。
原来我和他们有很大的差别。
我不喜欢吵闹；不喜欢过分的玩笑；做事有分寸。
他们嘛…就大大相反@@

今天是老妈的生日，一家人除了我吃好料。
我看见了就纯粹想说些话，可是那个没用的妹妹就是不会收敛。
总爱酸我！心情直接不好！刚刚就有些小不爽about something了，她还来这招！
Check email的时候发现我十月申请的PTPTN不被录取！
总之就是出了问题。唉！
突然觉得自己好衰哦……
不知道明天打过去询问时会得到什么样的答案呢？

心情不好直接哭了。
哭了出来心里舒服多了。
可是往事就是往事，想那么多干嘛？

要坚强啊！

Daughter of Ares

Back to reality

一下华文，一下英文。搅乱了自己。哈哈！
跑去了Sunway与死党Sab“约会”。
过后就等Rika、Wenying到就一起去走走，她们说很久都没去Sunway行芥了。
Rika有问我关于Sab的fb status。我尽然当面问了那个傻婆！
真的万万没有想到她会去读然后不爽！不过其实她不爽啥我不清楚。
通常人家看到自己朋友写自己时，不是应该哭的吗？或者伤心之类的。
我很想问她，可是她很忙耶！还是不要好了，免得被骂><

又在外面过一夜了，这次是在Rika家过夜~
有一段时间没去Subang了，那边有一点点的改变。今天还去了新开的Giant超级市场吃午餐和逛逛。
没有在傻婆家过夜很奇怪，但是在Rika家睡也一样啦！呵呵！
到了家她们就开冷气。冲完了我们选鬼戏看。误打误撞选了《寄生灵》来看。
故事很好看，而且很吓人。我们又在半夜看@_@
看完戏就聊天一下，然后就睡了。

昨天和刚刚发生的事仿佛像梦境，现在是时候回到现实啦！
开心的时光总是短暂的。
希望还有机会见面聊天吃好料什么的吧！

Daughter of Ares

Bathe in the moment

Dad called to check on me at about ten something just now. He asked if I managed to go to class that day. Of course I did! And then we talked a while, update on life. I had lost contact with my family for 5 days or so. I do not want to call back to check on things, I was afraid that my tears would not listen to me again. I am so a failure. But then I did miss them a lot. Those feelings. When you are at home, you dislike them, you wanted to go out, to be free from their grasp, but then, when you are alone outside without your family, you started to miss them. You started to miss the days when you are together with them. It's the same as when you are with your besties. You'd appreciate the moments when y'all are together. You'd cherish it. Reminiscing the past. Once they're gone, it won't come back. Family is the best part in your life. No matter how far you are away from them, you will always know that there's still people waiting for you to get back. Supporting you always. That's what families are for=)

And now that I know, I love my family!

Cheers!

Daughter of Ares

Normal

不是说我要埋怨！只是忍不住了！为什么你就不可以过一个普通人的生活？为什么就每天死死看那些遥不可及的人、事、物？是，我是没有权利干涉你的喜好，但是每天要面对，我忍无可忍了！要开口说你又怕翻脸。身边好友知道与朋友翻脸不是我的性格，都劝我不要那么做，叫我放手。说什么若真的翻脸会很难看，得想一想以后。说不出口不就用写的啰！发泄一下没有错吧？

追星不是一件坏事，我也追啊！但是过分且严重的追星法就大错特错了！每一天都把大部分的时间浪费在他们身上，他们认识你吗？他们还有其他粉丝啊！你以为他们真的会注意到渺小的你吗？就算注意到了又怎样？你烧坏脑袋了你！好过喜欢一个追不到的男生，倒不如认真的找一个好男人？找不到就等啦，你又不是条件不好。

因为追星而变得喜怒无常，常常动不动发脾气。让人根本猜不透了。不只是我一个这么觉得我告诉你。或许一开始你的性格就是这样，只是我们不了解你而已，现在终于露出真面目啦！原来我们的性格是那么的不刚的。我一直以为我们很相似，可是我错了。误会就误会。现在跟屋友很好对吧？恭喜你又找到好朋友了。我以后是不会再烦你了。免得又被人骂烦、吵什么的。追星难道适当的追就不行吗？你身边的朋友一定也有追，只是大家都没有你那么夸张。

都不知道你到底是怎么搞的。把自己弄到不三不四。正常人不要做！
你以为我不想找你聊天啊？我多么想！想有什么用？找了，最后得到的是冷漠。有时候回复都没有！是，你有借口为什么不回信，我也没意见。你真的可以因为追星而荒废了你的朋友吗？不只我一个。你其实还有很多好朋友的。不要把他们给吓跑了。慢慢改掉那个不良的习惯可以吗？为了自己的将来。你不小了，是时候正经做一些事了。从梦中醒过来吧！

不要毁了你在我心目中的形象。

Daughter of Ares

CNY Day 2

In Chinese we call it年初二, this is times where we visit maternal side relatives, so did I. This year was livelier~ Second and fourth aunt came back from Kuala Pilah and Balakong respectively and we gathered at my grandma's, that will be the place for our gathering. After some chit-chat we went to few places to visit. Mom's side cousins are too many, until I do not know who's who. *Laughing out loud* But then I did enjoyed it much as those people could only be seen once a year. And then there's angpaos given by the elders. *Smirking*

And then we had a big reunion dinner among mom's brother and sisters and us cousins.
After dinner we headed back to headquarter, that would be my grandma's to continue chit-chat again. Then 4th aunt started blackjack. She's good at gambling. Sure win situationXD

Well, that's almost my day for today.

A photo of me wearing dress@@

Gambling time~

Daughter of Ares

Happy Chinese New Year!

Hey-yo, peeps! It's been awhile, again, that I did not update me blog. I admit that I was lazy, but then sometimes I will still update it. So no worries. Today's the first day of CNY, visited my aunt and then I am home all day long. Still waiting for another uncle and family to come over. I wonder how's gonna be like for this year's new year. To tell the truth, I do not have the CNY mood at all@_@ May be because we are growing older as years gone by and do not enjoy that much anymore. Perhaps.. Then there's reunion lunch and dinner yesterday. The same menu every year. *Laughing out loud*

Biao jie came back from Groningen, Netherlands to celebrate CNY in hometown this year, and we're going to have a big reunion dinner tomorrow night. I am so looking forward to it! Exited! And Sab the cartoon called to ask if tomorrow I am available or not. I will try to make time for tomorrow. Tomorrow will be a year since we met at Popular Bookstore. And still keeping in touch well. Cool isn't it? And this is our first CNY together~

I cannot deny that my life did had many interesting stories to uncover. There's still more to go for me to discover.

Happy Chinese New Year!

Daughter of Ares