Cold War Day 1

过了今天的12点，真的会破纪录。
什么纪录？
冷战的纪录。
好久好久都没有和朋友冷战了。
最高纪录是中四那年和涵莹冷战了足足14天。
我不记得冷战的原因，那时脾气真的很糟。
完全没有考虑到彼此的感受。
冷战也只有和她而已。
我以为，随着年龄的成长，我应该be wiser了。
怎知也不还一样？

一整天坐立不安，一直守着电话。
结果什么都没有。
以前，没有电话就是信息。
一天里肯定有几封的，不管你多忙。
怎么今天什么都没有?
你到底怎么了？
本来是没事的，突然间变冷。
然后又无声无息。
我很不明白啰！
不是说过了吗？有什么心事啊一定要告诉我。
说不出口就找别的方法发泄。
你不是最厉害什么都说清楚的吗？
怎么这次没有这么做？
为什么没有消息？
回家怎么可能会闷？
哪里可能无端端emo?
你要骗谁？

一天吧了，我已经快疯了！
如果再多几天还是这样……
我真的不知道会怎样……

I am aware that this time, it's my fault.
What Winnie and Piong said was true.
I got jealous that's why you got annoyed.
But that's normal for a best friend who found that her best friend had another friend.
Who wouldn't heartache? Who wouldn't got jealous of it?
Who would wanna listen to stuffs you did with your new-found-friend?
I am sure non would acted that way.
That's because they care!
They got jealous of it.
I am not the only one.

I do not want this. I hated it!

I can't take it anymore.
Even if it's only a day...

Daughter of Ares