Saturday, April 23, 2011

So what?

I know you are wealthy, so what?
I know you are smarter, so what?
I know you are in the first class, so what?
I know both of your parents are teachers, so what?
I know you have more cars than me, so what?
You are just another person that i despise...

Do you know that your words had offended me although I am not sure those words you said are true or not or may be just joking around. But deep down in my heart I know that those words are true. I know that because I know you long enough to understand your pattern. Don't you know the way I treat friends? I am always the one being used by others and not even said a word (although that hurts). I am true to each and every friend I know and will always try my best to help. Not say because one never come for tuition then I go sit with other friends. How could you said that? Who do you think I am huh? Sometimes you just gotta use your brain to analyze first then said out the words and not just spill out without even think of the consequences.

Okay, let's just say you were joking about that but why you have to add 'that is why...' into that conversations? 'That's why I do not like to sit with this kind of friend.' I know you do not like me this type of 'friend' and I felt the same way to you too! Since you need to consider each and every one of you friends in tuition, why not find somewhere that can sit long rows so that every friend is along side with you? Then you can sit with all your friends. 'Wow, how nice is that?' Problem is, whole class 40 plus students are all your friends, how are you going to find tuition centers with long rows that can fit all of them? That is the problem when you never use the brain to process then speak out. Although may be it was one of your opinions...

What is so strange of me sitting in the front rows? I need a friend to discuss the questions with if not how can I understand what teacher is talking about? Since she was not here so I go somewhere else, did that got on your nerves? How sweat is that? I have many friends and I treat them equally that is why I do not feel ashame when I was sitting with them because I blend in perfectly with everyone. Since my this friend has no partner when she first came in, so I have to sit with her in order to discuss questions with her, that is call communicating, Missy. I do not worry about other friends because I know they found their own partners. Since everyone has a partner then I consider my job is done. And not because she is not present I 'jump' to other place!

Better watch out of your mouth next time, gal!
You treat the teachers rudely,
you treat your friends unevenly,
you make friends by seeing their backgrounds, etc...
all in all, I know you are not fit to become a noble person as they require good quality attitudes. Sorry, you flunk them all@_@
If you still stick with your old attitude, you will suffer.
Please change it and make this world a better place.

[Peace and joy]

"He that who live in peace and at ease must not speak all he knows or all he sees."
Benjamin Franklin

Faith, Love, Peace.
Peace,
LianQing aka daughter of Ares

Friday, April 22, 2011

Furious!

I had Maths T tuition last night. We have only four person in that class (the smaller the better^^) So a friend of mine stayed back in school to study then he'll walk to tuition. By the way, the tuition starts at 7pm. Among the four, 3 of us stay in the same taman, means my this friend who stayed back is not going home. That's left me and the other girl. I do not quite like her attitude and characters, she likes to thumb a lift from others whenever she go anywhere except for nobody is going. So, while he was staying back; she didn't have any 'transport' to go for tuition then she remember me@_@ I knew she'd call so I did a little of something to stop her from calling me but to no avail! She rode her motorcycle to my house, in front of my house! just to ask me whether can thumb a lift or not! How sweat is that?! I was 'starstruck', thinking why there are people like her? I thought these kind of species no longer exist in our human race>< *Sweat sweat sweat!*

On second thought, why do you eager so much until you could even ride to my house to ask for help? Do not give me excuses which are not concrete enough! Don't think that I do not know you are famous of your lame excuses, Missy. No, more like a bi***. You have licence for both of your transports and yet you cannot use it. Why is that so? Parents don't allow? I heard your parents are going to buy you a car, why not ask them to speed up? Don't tell me you learn those licences for fun, pal, just tell me you are LAZY to use it! I despise people and the likes of you! I beg you on my knees....please change your behavior. It is for your own good.

F*** off!

Damn you,
LianQing aka daughter of Ares

Thursday, April 21, 2011

I am not your puppet!

I am not anybody's puppet or slave. I am not born for you to ask me to do this or to do that or participate in this or participate in that, if you wanna do anything, do it yourself, please do not drag me in! I am nobody's slave! Damn you!

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

It's been a long time!

Hi, guys! Sorry for not updating my blog recently, as I had said before, I am in a critical year(STPM remember). So I may not update my blog often. Please be patient okay? *Lol*

Well, the weather is fine today. It's just that my mood had been ruined by this stupid teacher of mine. Not say he is stupid but his character is stupid. I don't quite fond of him after that incident,which had happened last year. He is the kind of person that can tease or play jokes on others but other people cannot do those to him, he will get mad or not happy about it. Is this fair? I was supposed to help the whole class to ask about whether there is extra class or not today. He asked us whether we want it or not? I thought of trying to explain his 'theory' to him but was 'deflected' with his stupid excuses@_@ I said it again, didn't I? I was furious that time, not wanting to respect him anymore. Even my classmate who sits beside me was affected by my furiousness (sorry about that,Piong!). I can't believe my naiveness brought me humiliation! My Gods! This is so not fair! And since we are a class, why there aren't backups to back me up? Don't care you want or do not want the extra class. This is how you can see the 'love' among classmates.

I was thinking everyday and night why I never apply for Foundations earlier.I regret about it now. *Sigh* If I left, then I would not need to suffer the humiliations, teases, jokes, unfairnesses, etc... What's done has done, there is nothing I can do now except for tolerating. I do not know if I can take it any longer now.

Wish me luck, guys! Thanks=)

Get a life,
LianQing aka daughter of Ares(Greek God of War)

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Introducing Animes Part 2

Minna, kon'nichiwa! I am here to promote another nice anime^^ Why? 'cause I am a hardcore Otaku. *LOL*
Let's put a pin in that, shall we?

Today's anime is Kaze no Stigma!~
I bet you guys sure will be wondering why I kept on introducing old ones because latest animes not that interesting and if really wanna watch those suit my taste, that will be taking a long time. So,no matter it is old or the latest,it makes no difference to me. Promise me it is interesting is enough=)
Come back, here's the summary of the story:

Kazuma Kannagi was considered useless within his family because he could not use "Enjutsu" (Blaze Technique), the power to control flames. When he was defeated by Ayano Kannagi, one of his very distant relatives, in about to decide who would wield "Enraiha" (Blaze Lightning Supremacy), a sword that was wielded by the family heir, he was banished from the family. Four years later, he returns as a master of "Fūjutsu" (Wind Technique), the power to control wind, and with a new name: Kazuma Yagami. Soon after his return, he is reunited with Ayano and his younger brother, Ren, who is also gifted in Enjutsu. Soon, however, Kannagi family members are killed and the murder weapon is revealed to be Fūjutsu. Now Kazuma has to fight his family to prove that he is not the murderer.

Lazy to read? Never mind, watch it!~ And it's interesting from the start of the episode until the last. Trust me.

Pictures? Of course i have if you wanna see it.
Here,

Title of course@_@

From left: Kazuma,Ayano and Ayano's brother Ren.



I will not introduce animes with stupid plots,do not worry 'bout that. *Laughs*
Gotta go, Ciao!


Peace and love,
Young aka LianQing

We'll meet again!

Today my friend, Tan Yee Ling aka JB had on board this morning at 10.10am. She is going to Singapore for nursing course because she said she cannot cope with Form 6=)
Good luck to you,my friend and wish you to be well and happy! We will meet again one day, do not worry. *Smile*

Love,
Young aka Young=)

Friday, April 1, 2011

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Every time when feel like blogging, I cannot think of a title for it. So, if you guys find that the blog is with a strange title like this one have, do not panic as this means that I do not know what title to put. *Lols*

Well today I had this Chinese Music Class after school at 12pm. The new members are asked to practice for an hour and then the old members will continue the next one hour.So while we were packing and keeping all the stuffs, one of the new members who plays Yang-Qin asked her senior whether to use which Yang-Qin, then this girl was like,never mind, which one y'all left there I'll just use it (so rude). Then this senior's friends used a harsh tone to order the juniors to leave their senior the new Yang-Qin. How sweat is that? I was like, oh my Zeus, you think what we are man,dogs? Or bitches? I think the real bitches are y'all. So rude and no manners. Besides, I am the eldest in the whole class. We are now still new to our own music instrument, don't treat us like shits. Remember, you girls was, too once a junior before, so lets think about others okay? There will always be new things waiting for us to discover and learn. The best way is to be contented, mindful and modest. Then you will be accepted by many.

That was one incident. Another thing was he was absent for the past two days and appeared today. At first I thought that he absent because he was afraid to come to school as that slimy witch let the cat out of the bag. Luckily, it was not, he was sick. I wanted to text him and ask for his conditions but had no guts. *Sweat==* Then he was not trying to talk to me anymore in schoolT.T That was what I noticed just now although he did talk to me first. But I can feel that there's a barrier between the two of us now. So, is it the end of our friendship?...
To be continue...

Depressed,
Young aka LianQing