Is it over yet?

"小青青,I feel very sad because I felt that my NS friends all like had forgotten about me. They didn't contact me anymore,even ___ also doesn't contact me......"

One of my NS friends sent me this message last night and it bother me 'til now. During NS, we're like best friends forever. Sadly, after NS, we no longer contact each other,and I'd be the one who message them just to keep in touch@_@ Still no replies...
At first I thought that may be because they took their SPM results and gotta apply scholarships or something like that made them busy, but then, I knew I was wrong......

"We're home again and back to our own lives. We had our own friends at home, those friends in camp were just temporarily friends." This is what I analyze about these typical after-NS-people==
That's why some of our relationship could not last long. But I'm okay with that, I'll be the annoying one to pull you guys together so that we'll be friends for life!
I apologize now in this hour and in this moment if I'm annoying. I'm not the kind of people who just sit around and wait for others, I just couldn't be one of themXP

Part of Boys Like Girls song, Two Is Better Than One lyric
"I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought hey
you know, this could be something...

So maybe it's true that I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time to figure out the best of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one..."

Friends are a bit like lovers, their difference:
Friendship lasts longer,
Friends help whenever one needed help at all costs,
Friends won't betray you,
Friends point out if you're wrong,
Friends forgive whenever one knows they're wrong,
Only a true friend will tell if your face is dirty.


Hope,
Patrick aka LianQing

Nothingness...==

Many days had past and I just couldn't find a right activity to continue my life... All I know is boring, and boring, then another boring, another boring!
What to do, I'm jobless...(Actually dad doesn't want me to work, and I got no idea why==)
I'm activity-less and I'm plan-less-.-''

Luckily, this use-cigarette box-to-fold-a-dog art kept me busy. Listening to my MP4 and fold it and I kinda like Miley's song—Dream. Some of her songs always activate my thinking mode. Most of her songs' lyrics are beautiful and meaningful, I dunno whether y'all notice or not? Let's not think 'bout the love-theme, change the angle to friendship-theme. Then you'll enjoy her songs, I can ensure you that. Well, different people have different thinkings, may be he'll think that:yuck, Miley sucks. Or may be she'll think: She's good. That's my conclusion=)

LianQing aka Patrick

Yam Cha @ Station 1

Date: 12/3/2010
Place: Station 1 Cafe,Batu Berendam
Time: 7.00pm
Activities: Eating,chatting,poker cards and stacking blocks(dunno what's that thing's name)

Sha Sha informed me this event. She told me that this was a gathering for the ex-chess club members. There's only the six of us because we're very close^^
These people are: Aaron, Kok Seong, Sha, Dieh dieh, Ting Jie and myself.
We're like friends that haven't seen each other for decades. So little time, so many things to say. I had a great time!
The food there was nice and the price was reasonable too. Not bad...

We tutup kedai at 'bout 11 something because Sha cannot go home late. But I really had a great time with them. We even took photos. Hope there will be yam chas soonXP

Disappointed...

Call me annoying
Call me busybody
Call me stupid
Call me nobody
Call me anything you want
......

Why did I get so emotional? It's all because of you! I stupidly thought that after national service, we'd get along better, but...it seems like then. Now, everything remain the same, doesn't change at all.
Since you'd put it this way, I, too, have to try the hard way to forget everything that came across between you and me. I'm sorry... That chapter of my life will end forever...and I'll break my promise.

You'd really disappointed me......

Heart became cold,
Patrick aka LianQing

I'm finally home again!

The warrior had finally return triumphantly
With body wrapped in scars
Face filled with residual tears of happiness and sorrow
The heart had shared of the more beautiful memories of beautiful

Comrade who shared the happiness and sorrow
He's grateful that fate let them meet
This memory will shine brightly in a corner of his heart

War...Farewell
He'll smile silently during his old time...
Whenever he think of his allies...


And so, another chapter of my life had ended yesterday. That is where my friends and I separated.I'm gonna miss you guys hysterically!
Coming across y'all in my life has introduced to me, and defined me the actual definition of friendship.
And now that we'd separated,I will still remember y'all always 'til the end of my life.
No matter how far we are,
or how far we live,
or how long we did not contact each other,
you will still be part of my memory inside my head.

Goodbye PLKN,you had helped me to get to know with such wonderful friends!*Salute*

Howdie?

Hello to everyone! I haven't update my blog since....when? The start of SPM i think. One month long i did not touch my blog. Hmmm, so, the exam was okay,but i dunno whether my results later are okay or not.
After my exam,i went KL the next day for a family vacation. I bought two pairs of shorts pants and bought no shirtXD I dunno what to write actually....
When i came back from KL, i went there again. This time,with my cousin. She came back from Singapore and never been to my fourth aunt's house.So i cannot help it but have to go.

I reached home on Christmas Day and finally got my own time to settle my things and life. Finish my Fate/Stay Night and other animes.After that, i got really bored and stare at the wall most of the time at home.

On the 29th of December, that's yesterday. My class had a party,I'm not sure it's a farewell party or a new year party. Whatever party it was,it's held at Holiday Inn.The place is beautiful and i like the view there.Near to the sea,feel the sea breeze(actually there's no sea breeze,everyone sweat like hell last nightXD)
The food last night was not bad,everyone enjoy it last night(i think)
We really had a great time hanging around with each other last night as that'll be our final to be together.Some of my friends cannot stand the sad and emo situation,they broke down to tears.
I wanted to cry,but that's not my type lar!So i decided to control myself.Hahaha~
Everyone went back about 12midnight or earlier.
I was happy! See my big smile,'cause I'm so happy.See my big grin,I'm smiling cheese and cheese.

Okay,I'm going for National Services soon and I will not be able to update my blog these few months.Not until I completed my services,that is after three months-.-''

I'll miss y'all very very very very much!~


Love,
LianQing

I can't stand it anymore!

I know i know,i'm supposed to be studyin' right now,but i can't stand it anymore,so i decided to spill it out here,now...
Yesterday,that was Tuesday.As usual, i went for add maths tuition.Of course,there's many students too.Back there,i dunno why got so much noises.They were like monkeys throughout the whole tuition,but that would be insults to monkeys! Form5 students,why can't they be mature just a little bit?Talking there as if there's no more others in that room.Other people also wanna concentrated, fools!Think about it.And i don't understand why other girls or people can stand their pattern.Gosh!This world is cruel!