2013

Facebook is full of new year approaching thingie, I admit that it's quite annoying. Let's say I have 700 friends, 700 of them posted a new year wish, this means that I have 700 notifications regarding new year wishes. God! Even now I can't stand it, imagine 700 posts@_@

Feels like I am still an Upper 6 student at Munshi yesterday and was struggling to ace my STPM. And it so happen that yesterday was the last day of my paper.
Feels like I am still working as a part-timer at Popular Bookstore and was enjoying my life after finding my new bff.
Everything seems like just yesterday...
In reality, it's the last day of 2012.
Time flies. And it's fast. Like the speed of light.

There's happiness, sadness, heartache, love, crush, depressed, emotional in this year. What did I do in this 2012 besides wasting my life? Still wasting my life@_@
I used to stand so tall,
I used to be so strong.
What changes me, I don't know. All I want now is that the old me. The strong and tall me!
Can I do that in the new year?

Hope.
Love.
Peace.

Daughter of Ares

Short hair~

After a few days of hesitating, I decided to cut my hair short! For what reason? Well, first of all, I found that my hair is falling off quickly, they said long hairs have this problems. Second, I have dandruff suddenly@_@ Which I do not have last time. Third, my hair was like showing its tantrum by curling strangely@_@ Finally, I wanna try the last time of short hair!~

I did not tell anyone, but I do tell Sab, the best friend I assume. Obviously, no one wants me to have short hair. *Laugh out loud*
I wonder what are the expressions of my friends when they see my hair=)
Can't wait.

Most of the time, how I wish I could just personal messaged you to just talk all the nonsense that I could think of whenever I am online. That was what I used to do. What will you think of me now if I am doing that on ya? I do not know what am I thinking sometimes, I am confused. I don't really understand how things go.
I wanna know everything. But I do not know where's the problem@_@ Or how should I ask.
Does it ever matter to me? Yes.

People do change.

Daughter of Ares

The new beginning

Hey peeps, how ya doin'? Been lazy to update me blog these days.
As I decided not to decorate my blog with emotional feelings and those lousy stuffs that do not suit my personality. I am trying and practicing to be a cheerful and strong person. I will not regret, I don't care if you ignored me or anything. What I care about now is myself. There's some good and bad about friendship and bffs. I once thought it as a fairy tale, something special that seen-on-tv and been there, done that. Too bad that hope had crushed right in front of me. What am I gonna do? The only way is to be strong, make more new friends perhaps? No, I will not do that again. Even if I have classmates or group mates or course mates, I will cooperate with them in that period of time and then that's it. No further reactions. As for the old friends, I will be careful to choose who are the right ones and who are not. I will find the right ones in the future, this time for real!

To the new beginning=)
Cheerful, happy-go-lucky, tough.

By the way, because of Justin Bieber aka Yee Ling I am addicted of seeing this guy every now and then.
He has this looks like the other guy I loveXD

Here's a photo of him.

See see! OMG, he's so hawt!~

Night peeps!

Daughter of Ares

Two worlds collide

The Mayan Calender said that 21/12/12 is the end of the world. And the whole world believes in it. They even had a movie about the end of the world. If what the calender said was true, today is the end of the world. How would it be like? The increase of temperature? The big flood? Tsunami? It's hard to imagine as we have not been through this disaster before. Yet, I strongly trust that the world is not gonna end tonight or perhaps in another 100 years. Don't ask me why, just believe it. *Laugh out loud*

I used to create speechless stories while I wrote my blog during high schools. Not anymore after I found that it's stupid enough@_@
And I used to writing my blog using English. For some reason, I started using Chinese, it's mother tongue duh! It is easier to express feelings using Chinese if you are a Chinese. As for those bananas, then it's better using back English.

Just realized that as days past, we moved on with our own lives like we haven't met before.
The past had been erased. You moved on while I still hold on to that tiny little hope of mine. Hoping that you'd be back one day, and everything will be just like last time. The truth is, there's no turning back, things have changed, people change, according to their situations. It's in human nature.


You had your dreams, I had mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
It showed me what I couldn't find.
When two different worlds collide.

I am still me.
But you are different.
People do change.

Daughter of  Ares

Mistake

当初太投入或许因为你还没有踏入大学时代。
上了大学你有了自己的生活圈子，渐渐的，没时间给老朋友了。
认识了新朋友就更加没时间了。
迷上韩风后根本不用说了。
你把自己分给家人、朋友和你的偶像。
哪里有多余的时间给我呢？
我错了，我以为可以挽回，还有得救，可是我错了。
我以为以我们的关系，可以脸皮厚些要求你的help。我又错了。
我以为以我们的关系，可以打开心扉和你诉苦，我也错了。
也许你忙吧！
没有关系啦！
都已经不重要了。

我从以前就是那么的微不足道…

Daughter of Ares

This is it

就是这样，勇敢的踏出第一步。
接着的事，就顺其自然。
我做回我自己。
不再受任何人或事摆布。

What doesn't kill me makes me stronger!

Daughter of Ares

BFF

They said best friends could write a book about you.

不会翻译成华文，失败透顶。*跪地叹气*

刚刚在巴士里很random的思考着这个问题。

一本书是太夸张了啦！一篇文章如何？

二月份来打工，那个时候你的样子像极以前我中学的学妹们，hiao zha bo一个。也跟Winnie谈起这个，我们一并认同你是typically high school girl。后来同桌吃饭、一起休息，才发现原来你有优点地。虽然做起事傻里傻气，可是关心朋友一流。给你一个likey=)

乐于助人，热情，呆，白木，你还是很可爱。还记得我很喜欢一点点就可爱可爱叫，你呢也一点点就可爱可爱叫。人人看了，人人一起翻白眼。哈哈！

从两个陌生人，瞬间变成了很要好的朋友甚至称得上知己，华文bff叫什么到底？

一直到后来还心灵相通，我个人是高兴得不得了，因为20年长这么大，没有一个朋友真正和我有同个frequency~ 

每次跟你在一起，我总是很舒服。

不会刻意隐瞒自己的性格，感想。

在你面前我是自己。

Best friends finish off the lines where you stop.

这个嘛…不知道有没有。

不过，据你了解我，你是知道我在想什么或者我想要干什么。

我很喜欢跟你斗嘴，虽然就连the slightest problem譬如你叫我吃菜，我们都得吵个天翻地覆，彼此才甘愿。不知道你当时的感想是厌恶还是爽呢？

斗来斗去，每次我都认输，虽然还是可以斗下去，我总是让着你。

甚至还叫你dai lou!

不知道的人还以为我有问题，为什么要处处让着你？

若有一天有人问我这个问题，我会告诉他，因为我在乎这个朋友，我已经把她当妹妹，当另一个家人看待了。

意想不到的是，我这个朋友小我两岁。

通常好朋友圈里，大家都是同年龄的，只有我变态，好朋友可以拿来当妹妹了~

不知道是不是我的脑袋烧坏了@_@

有时候，你这个人忽冷忽热。

有时超热情，对我超级好；有时超冷淡，对我呼喝。

以前，我常搞忧郁因为你对我的态度。

我每次都埋怨，好朋友队好朋友的态度是如此的吗?

为什么她要对我这样?

气愤、忧郁、不爽你对我的态度。

现在不会再那样了。

不经一事，不长一智嘛！

可是，我还是想要知道为什么。哈哈。

我最喜欢的part就是当我俩讲心事的时候。

那个时候是最幸福的了。

我很喜欢跟你讲多多，讲有的没的。

那种感觉，很是温馨。

还有啊！这个瓜很迷K-pop的。

每次在面书看见自己疯的偶像时，喊都来不及。

然后就喜欢读奇奇怪怪的文章。什么文章？秘密^^

搞笑的话就笑到不像人。吓到我@@

还有还有！我喜欢看她写的文章，虽然不是professional novels，

可是足以让我syok好一阵子。

其实不是她一个人写的啦！她还有朋友一起写，给灵感。

她有自己写的，不过写一半，就搁在一旁了。

我等那篇文啊，等到胡子都长出来了==

昨天又研发新的文章，我很荣幸地听了故事的大概。

虽然我是一边打game一边听她说故事，其实注意力放在故事里然后游戏主角死得惨惨。

期待着她那新的文章。希望不要又给我写一半！

可是咧！我们之间出了些问题。

我不是很清楚问题是什么。

可是我知道，我们不再像以前那么聊天了。

或许因为你在考试要读书吧！

又或者你最近哈韩的程度加深了，而我又完全不哈韩。

变得两个人的frequency不一样去了。

所以就开始没话说了。

老实说一句，我不希望看到我们两个这样。

我希望我们像以前那样疯狂。

也许人家都不想要了。

她或许已经厌烦我的任性和孩子脾气了。

有些话就是开不了口让她知道。

我答应过我会改变。

我会变得坚强。

我一定会做到！

Daughter of Ares