Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Can you read a person?

As the saying goes, do not judge a book by its cover. This is very true.
We do not know the story inside a book by seeing only its front page.
We know only after we read its synopsis or the whole story of the book.
So do human...

Those you greeted with smiling face every morning would appear to be the devil;
while those you never greet every morning might appear to be the angel who would help you with his might.
Why do I say so? Because I knew.
That is why I had always remind myself to be careful around people.
You do not trust people that easily. People might trick into you. That's the dangerous part.
But how can we see a person? I don't know.
It's great if you have telekinesis or you are an empathy, then you can understand people at one sight. It'd be safer that way, whether he is telling the truth or not. Or may be he's cheating on you, you'd never know.

I had repeated this question to myself many times before. How can I understand them? What I can do in order to let her satisfied and not crease the freakin' eyebrows? Damn I am stress nowadays. Since I had started working at Popular, I had headaches every now and then. For one, it's because my manager has a weather-like mood, or may be it's worst than the weather. And the other staffs are like, well, how do you gonna describe? They are lovely during normal periods, but they are not in the mood, you get killed at anytime! Do you think I should quit it early? Or I should follow what I had promised?

Sunday, March 25, 2012

Short Entry

I forgot to blog this entry after my guitar class the other day. I had my off day on Tuesdays now as I am learning guitar. Last Tuesday, as usual, I went out with my newly found, more suitable best friend-Sabrina. We went out almost every week after she quit her job as Popular's cashier. I missed her so much!

Here are the photos we took that day. Not much actually=)

We bought a new wallet for ourselves.
And the key-chain was given to her by me! BFFL stands for: Best Friends For Life
Can y'all guess which wallet is mine?


And then there's pictures of both of us=)
Up: Taken by me
Bottom: Taken by Sab

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Hey peeps! As ya'll know, I am currently doing a part-time job at Popular.
Today, there was a farewell party held for my Supervisor and Stationary Department's Aunt Susan. Well, my Supervisor's going to transfer to Popular's new outlet at Mahkota Parade, she got no choice because the Area Manager told her to do so. Aunt Susan's going to transfer to Gajah Berang's Popular, also known as MLK, although she too not willing to. All ends with a 'no choice'......

When the party started, tears streamed down from their eyes. I think that they are not willing to part with us(who would just leave if they had been working there for so long?). I can't help but to let loose a little of my tears too, but of course, nobody saw it=) It's like watching a sad scene from a movie or a drama.
All in all, I am not willing to part with these two amazing colleagues I came to know of. One taught me everything that I need to know and one cheer me up during boring times at work with her funny jokes. I'm gonna miss them!

Who wants photos?
Right, I guess that all of us missed my photos-upload these days.

Photo time!
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So this is my Supervisor!

Our lunch! Prepared by Kak Aishah

A group photo with the Outlet Head and Assistant Outlet Head
From Left: Aunt Susan, Supervisor Poh Theng, Outlet Head and Assistant Outlet Head

The Chinese Department's members
From left: Aunt Swee Lin, Supervisor Poh Theng, Chee Hau and me!

This is where we gave them presents=)

My Outlet Head specially emphasized on the name of this cake.
It's called German Black ForestXD

They cut the cake together. For no reason. Lol!

While they were busy eating, we enjoyed ourselves.

I don't really wanna take this photo with her@_@

This is Aunt Susan!

And so, that's all for today. I am hoping to show more of my life. But I am just too lazy.
Gotta go peeps! Head's gonna burst if I keep on writing.
Ciao!

Love,
LianQing aka Young

Monday, March 19, 2012

Another boring day at work.
Slept late these few days made me go nuts while at work. *Lol!*
And when I felt sleepy, I automatically tuned in to power-saving mode, this stupid mode always cause me to get drowsy and dizzy. I felt like topple but I didn't@_@
I wonder what caused this.

There's no inspiration for me to update this blog. But today I have......

As y'all know, I hate people touching me especially pinching me.
There's this staff, Malay staff to be precise, likes to do that on me. I told her many times, I even warned her(of course is nicely), that do not pinch me or touch me. I am sensitive towards these actions. But she never listened. She did not take my warnings seriously. And so, today, this morning, she had finally triggered my anger button. I congrats her, actually.
I was in front of the office door talking to my supervisor about the books stuff, then she was carrying a carton of books. I knew she wanted to enter in order to leave the carton inside, so I moved aside so that she can cross. Then I heard her saying:"Hey, your butt is big, it blocked the door." The next thing I knew was that she'd pinched my butt! Damn, this is embarrassing. Who can hide the fire that's burning since long time ago? Well, I can't. The action she made was so hard I can even feel it while I had my jeans on. Can you imagine it?
I was angry but I dare not to really express all out as there're other staffs around.
So I shouted:"Don't touch me!"
She was shocked at my words, and kept on turning towards my direction to see whether I was serious or not.
I was serious. I was having a bad mood but you didn't know. I told you not to but you never listen. I got no choice but to express it on you. You made me!

I won't apologize for what I had done today. If you want to continue befriend me, do so; if you do not want, I won't force you either.

I can be nice with everybody.
What I don't like, please don't do it.
Or I swear I won't forgive you!

A friend of mine suggested that she's just being friendly.
Okay, so you said friendly huh? Does touching your whole body seems friendly? It's call molesting for god's sake!
I can sue you if I wanted to.
There are times to play and times to get serious.
She does not how to differentiate all these different times!
She play all the time, not serious at all.
I can't stand her pattern any more longer.
If I don't express it out, I'd explode there and then!

Daughter of Ares

Sunday, March 18, 2012

After you left, there's no point of me staying there anymore.
No more lunch and dinner together;
no more staying back waiting for you;
no more of you running up behind me just to scare me...

I am repeating almost everyday all these memories while at work.
I still can not accept the truth that you had left work><
I take it as you are on your off day,
so I will see you the next day, then the next day, I think that too.
It keep on repeats itself 'till I can finally accept the truth.
I can't. I had a hard time dealing with your absence...
I am so used to it until I can not accept it.
The last place I wanted to go near to now is cashier counter.
Whenever I go near it, memories came flashing back,
I'll end up with sorrows!

Nearly fainted today, the whole world's spinning around me.
I wonder what caused that@_@
Saw you today.
Was surprised actually.
Thanks for the tea and your support.
Thanks for everything.

Toast to best friends forever!

Peace,
LianQing aka Young

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Hey peeps! Nothing much to write lately.

Feel weird when you are used to something for about a month then you gotta change that habit all of a sudden.
I feel uneasy whenever she's not around.
Every time when comes to lunch time or dinner time, I'd wait for her to come and remind me that it's time to go for lunch or dinner.
Now, there's no one there to remind me anymore.
I gotta monitor the time on my own now.
She's always the first to come from her department and came running down the aisle just to scare me and asked to go eat...

I just can't stop thinking about the days while she's here and the things we did together.
It's like a virus that'd invade my memory and it cannot be delete.
I wonder if there's any chance to live her in the future@_@

Thursday, March 15, 2012

It's been three days since you left.
My working days had fall back to the line before I met you.
Bored, lifeless, colourless, meaningless...
I could've asked you to stay.
But I can't. I do not have the courage to. I feel selfish if I do so...

Whenever I heard fast footsteps behind me,
I'd turn around so quickly just to make sure if that was you.
But I was wrong.
It ain't you, it's some annoying kid who runs just like you.
Damn. I was disappointed...

The first day we met,
we'd had a connection between us.
It's just that we have not discover it.
Once it's revealed, there's no way you can escape.
It's like a train railway, it can not be stopped in the middle of nowhere(what am I talking?)

We had relied on each other ever since.
I can not not having you around,
likewise, you felt uneasy without my presence.
We're connected to each other.
What's on your mind, I'll know=)

I grew tired of working life.
It is so boring...
Without you around, time moves like a snail.
Without you around, my life is colourless.
Without you around, I am boring!

So, why do I have to stay there any longer when you are not around?
Dear friend...