I feel helpless whenever you had problems. I am doubting whether I am a friend or not. Friends help each other, but I didn't. I can't. I wanted to but I can't. I got hurt whenever you are in devastating mood. I feel so helpless and useless. I can't come up with something good to cheer you up. I wanted to know why but I just can't bring the word out to my mouth. I do not want you to think of me as a busybody. But I care for ya! I wanna know why. In the mean time, I, too, do not want you to remember the sad memory or perhaps angry memories. I am in a dilemma right now. Finally, I chose to be silent......